All is Unfair

beruang kutub
Sep 7, 2019
Enschede, 2019 (Photo taken by me)

hi again, dear

my unfair world

i never expected you to come again

but you still anyway

i hope i could get rid of you

but i couldn’t anyway

but hey, look again

tell me to myself

was it me that was unfair

or was it everything around me that makes it looks like so

ohya, like always

i will never know

isn’t it funny?

while some deserve sun that they only got rains

while some are too beautiful that they are leaving

isn’t it ridiculous?

when the prettiest is the mysterious, you are taught not to fear it

but when you care about things, it ends up wearing you out

dear universe

you really do understand my weakest point, don’t you

you do know it

but you didn’t tell anyone

but i do hope someone else knew

and i hope i could tell this to her

which may not be possible

i’ve been told to always look at the moon-

when the sorrow comes

everytime i do, it did help me

but not now

not this

so how was it

did i do my best?

and how is it now

have you found someone else?

someone that is not for filling your blank heart

someone that is true to you

and will never do what i did

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